Here is another day and I got a have PMA. The future looks better but there is always that unsure feeling.

I was mistaken for someone else with TC in Santa Ana. It’s funny to me that I don’t run to others with TC. Funny world we live in.

One of the things about living here in utah is that the reaction is a bit different compared to what I get in other states that I have been to and the people who not from Utah.

Here when people see me for the first time the get a shocked look on there face and stare. They don’t smile or nod they just keeping looking or turn their heads away with the same expression. I wonder is the people here are taught that things are different our side of what the know. I can say and ask this due to personal expereince over the years and talking with others who are not part of the coulture. I’m not saying that people here are bad I’m asking why is it this way?

When I’m out of town its different. The people will see me and take a glance and be done with it in a matter seconds then move on to a nod, a hello or if I’m at a restaurant ”how can I help you?” with no reserver or weirdness. Here it’s like I said, I get the glance then a stare and awkward response that seems like the person can’t deal with the way I look. I still wonder this to this day.